the reincarnation of my depressed blog

i have nothing nice to write...actually, i am just here in front of my computer - again, for the nth time- killing myself with negative thoughts, with bad memories that grip my heart and squeeze life out of it...

i do not know...perhaps i was just born like this - sulking sulker...people thought i'm a happy person who giggles a lot, to the point that they find it irritating already....but when i am alone, i drift in to that another dimension, where the word happiness is centuries away....i don't want to be like this but my braincells are shortcircuiting each other that i find it hard to sort everything out....wish i have the courage to just smile and be happy and look ahead, instead of looking back...

uh well, this is another one of those unfinished blogs. i gotta join the preclosing meeting...how boring this life can be? kids, don't dream of being an auditor!

Comments

Anonymous said…
Nagcomment ka kasi sa blog ko, so magcocomment ako sa yo. Hehe. Ganyan talaga girl, we tend to wear two faces: the smiling one we show to the world, and the struggling one that we see in the mirror. Sad.

Sarap sana magblog dito kaso napopost kay TOKSREYES. Leche. Gusto ko tuloy bilhan to ng domain name. May ma-suggest ka bang dot com name? Pwedeng hindi toksreyes.com??
Anonymous said…
bakit hindi:)