Tuesday, January 24, 2012

And i had to see you both

June 21, 217 days ago from today (01 24 2012)

I had to see you both - again. God, I have forgotten how you look and now, my memory is refreshed. This reminded me of the love i have lost forever, the dream that will never be a reality.  I am saddened by this and deep inside, i am still that little girl hoping for a fairy tale life and love.

I have won a lot of battles, but i guess, this one is what i have lost badly.  However, i am good now and acceptance is already here.  my defeat. and i am no longer denying it.

thank you for giving me the experience to have loved greatly and to have lost in the worst way possible.  now, i am forgiving myself for this misfortune. may i live peacefully and hopefully, happily...someday.

thank you and goodbye.

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